So for the first time in 3 years...2009 was a summer of freedom. It was rebirth. It was joyous. It was full of vitality and fun-after the last two summers of being miserable in a relationship that I had committed myself too...although he wasn't committed to me. It was truly an eye-opener into just how miserable I had been, when I realized this summer was the best, most happy summer I had since before my "relationship" I finally gained some new perspective...you didn't lose anything D...but you have gained your self. I learned a bit, but its time to focus now....I'm working on matching dynamic men and women together-I'm going to concentrate on them for awhile....because although its been fun and joyous...it's ben a distraction and I daresay a bit draining for me. As much as I love love, I love being in love and i truly love Men and having the attention of men, its just more than I can take at the moment.
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
To Date or Not to Date
This is funny...I'm actually attempting to journal via blog my experiences in my love of love. Meaning...I am a Matchmaker who is currently single although I would love to meet my Mr. Right. But until I do...I can live vicariously through others by helping people to meet each other. In the process, I hope to impart some knowledge that I have learned about life, love, relationships to others and maybe find a better understanding of myself. Its preparation for me. Someone who was close to me used to say, "Life is a Journey" -an overused cliche true-but I truly never understood until I started to live in the present and experience the journey of life in the present.